a rant. and a request.

i don’t like to see my friends hurting.

whether it’s over a family member being sick, support not coming in, a boy, a lie from the enemy, or some big injustice going on in the world that they have absolutely no control over.

i hate to see my friends in pain.

the problem is i also have a really high sense of justice.  and so my reaction is generally to just get mad when i see them struggling.  sometimes i get mad at the circumstances.  sometimes i get mad at the Lord.  sometimes i get mad at the people who do the hurting.  also i’m really good at holding grudges. also, i’ve also gotten pretty good at the being bitter thing.  i know, i know.  it’s not the most healthy way to live my life.  i get it.  really, i do.  and the lord and i are working it out slowly but surely.

anyways, don’t hurt my friends.

just….don’t.  because then i will hurt you.  kapeesh?